A drama about a fortysomething man who entertains fantasies of a different life. Staging his apparent death, he moves to an island but pines for his former existence, and wonders if he could return to it.

1998 film by Patrice Toye

电影改编自有争议的小说《Muidhond》，因缺乏证据被释放出狱的乔纳森是一位恋童癖患者，为了远离“真实的自己”，他照顾了一条据说具有治疗作用的鲤鱼muidhond，过着压抑的生活，直到隔壁小女孩贝丝出现。贝丝越来越依赖这个善良的大哥哥，乔纳森感到快乐的同时也在尽力地抗拒自己，深怕会唤醒心底的某种怪物。